I’m serious, it really does. And I recognize that fact. Everyday I sense the sliding and the slipping into a deeper state of apathy. I’m in the house, alone, no job, diminishing fiscal statements and I’m having a hard giving a damn about it all.
This is what it comes down to: I need to get off my ass and DO something. But I have no energy or desire to do anything. And this just makes the apathy even deeper. This is when the muscles start to ache, the eyes start to burn, the head starts to pound.
And this is just the beginning of depression for me. I’ve got to make the changes, now, to keep from getting any deeper. Fight through the apathy and struggle beyond it. I just have no energy for the fighting, internal or external.
I’m so tired, I could go back to bed and sleep another 6 hours, maybe more.
Maybe tomorrow will be better.
P.Blacksmith
1 comment:
Imbolc's a good time to leave the cave. ;)
... give a holler if you need a sounding board, eh?
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